2ww, for like the millionth (is that a word?) time

so here we are… again… in the 2ww… and once again… i do not feel pregnant… just like i always don’t feel pregnant… because i’m not!!! i wonder what we will do next, will it be on to ivf? i found a place here in michigan that does the shared risk thing, so if we [...]

ovaries and hockey

phew, i’m not going to lie, i was totally freaking out yesterday thinking my ovary was dying.  i have done my share of stimulated cycles, and i have had a little ovary pain here and there, but nothing that lasted all god damn day like it did yesterday.  i was pretty much ok if i [...]

iui #3

it’s complete.  i’ve had crazy pain on my right side all day today.  i told the nurse before the iui, she said there is a lot of  “activity” on that side, i of course, am totally convinced it’s torsion and that my ovary is slowly dying due to lack of blood flow.  i was considering [...]

see…

we couldn’t get it when the needle was actually in my skin, we tried, but something’s up with my camera, i think it’s time for a new one… i wonder if husband dropped it and forgot to tell me, maybe when he was at this hockey game…
he was waiting in line here to see the [...]

three day weekend!!!

i forgot to say in my last post that i was finally brave enough to give myself an injection! i went over to my dad’s house on friday and decided i couldn’t keep driving over there all the time for something i could just do myself, lots of other people do it themselves after all.  [...]

back from the diggity doctor

husband was able to go to my doctor’s appt today which was nice.  it looks like i will have two good follicles again, one on each side.  right now they are at 10.5 and 13.  i have a bunch of smaller ones too, but they probably won’t turn into anything.  i am continuing with 112.5 [...]

is it iclw all ready?

it’s weird how in some ways the days seems to fly by, like i can’t believe it’s iclw again, it doesn’t seem like a month has gone by all ready, but i’m glad, i do love me some iclw.  on the other hand with my iui cycling the waiting is excruciating, it seems to take [...]

here we go again

sooooo, i had to get up at 6am for my 8:15 doctor’s appt this morning, his office is almost an hour away.  of course i didn’t actually SEE the illusive dr. hollywood, i RARELY see him, usually it’s nurses and medical students.  anyways, she looked at my uterus (thin lining, but it’s supposed to be [...]

back to the doctor

i have an appt tomorrow morning and will probably be starting gonal f again tomorrow night.  it’s so weird how early af came.  i feel like if i didn’t get pregnant this last time i never will.  i’ve had my surgery, i did the lupron suppression, i had two good follicles this time, the specimen [...]

more bleeding

i just went to the bathroom and there was some more bleeding.  it’s weird because it was two days ago that i had the spotting.  this seems heavier than spotting.  it’s looking more like a period and less like a pregnancy.  also weird because it’s still pretty early for my period… sigh.  oh well, in [...]