for my re’s office to call and tell me when my surgery will be. dr. y said someone would be calling, but if they don’t call today i will call them tomorrow. people keep asking if i am feeling better since we got the news yesterday, no, i’m not. i’m not going to feel better until i get pregnant, and then i’ll be worried about miscarrying… when i’m 7 or 8 months pregnant, maybe THEN i’ll feel better and stop worrying.
at least i don’t have to do the estrace anymore, no more blue cm, yea! i will trigger sometime today even though it won’t result in anything. i’ve never given myself a shot before so i’m nervous. maybe i can get someone at work to give it to me, i do work in a hospital after all…




